Mirrors

I hate to admit it but I do care about looks.

Now I don't have the same standards as others but I do care. For instance - I do not like skinny girls. I can't stand the "need a sandwich" look. I like my girls with some meat... not too much but just the right amount to make the girl A) soft, B) curvy, C)sometimes voluptuous and D) (yes) less attractive to potential rivals.

A weight range from 150-180 give or take a few pounds is PERFECT.

Then I like long hair - short hair turns me way off. And I prefer it brown.... but that's not a solid rule.

I don't like girls TOO feminine but I also don't like them TOO masculine. I'm right in the middle and I like them right in the middle also.... which usually means that I'm attracted, primarily, to bisexuals.

The trick I haven't figured out is what I should look like/dress like/act like to attract these 'in the middle' girls.

But in the mean time... I occasionally get "Gosh you're cute!" e-mails from girls on MySpace and my immediate reaction to some of them is "Who's this fugly sending me a note?" Then I feel bad. Then I feel worse because I only attract fugly.